It's Saturday and two days after surgery. I couldn't write yesterday, but this afternoon I'm feeling really good. All of the cards and well-wishes have really done me a lot of good. There is great power in prayer and comfort from others. It's given me a strength and hope I was not aware of until now.
Surgery itself went well everyone says and I can only agree based on how I feel. I'm amazed at the immediate relief I have from the removal of the lump. It really was giving me a lot of problems. I don't feel like I'm choking and it's wonderful!
My doctors and nurses were so caring, it made a world of difference.
The cancer results will come in on Wednesday, but the doc said he's not too worried and thinks if it IS malignant, it'll be a nuisance cancer rather than a killer.
Praise God for answered prayers!
I am so very thankful
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Feel Good Pic & Poem #7
As delicate as the sparrow,
You, too, require care and attention
-- mo
photo courtesy: www.weforanimals.com
KJV Quote of the Day -12
"Almost There" nerves - In Need of Comedy Relief
As I "search for something mo'" in my morning, I seek the calming of my nerves. Being "almost there" can really take its toll when trying to concentrate at work, but my life is revolving around Thursday's surgery and the information that follows. To add, my dad is getting his PET scan on the same day.
A big family day, we could laugh. But comedy is hard to swallow right now.
So let's get some comedy shoved down our throats so we can fake a laugh today and maybe a real smile can follow.
Heard any good, clean jokes lately?
Seen a good comed movie?
Please post your suggestions/comments here. We need your suggestions for a laugh today.
Hug a cat
A big family day, we could laugh. But comedy is hard to swallow right now.
So let's get some comedy shoved down our throats so we can fake a laugh today and maybe a real smile can follow.
Heard any good, clean jokes lately?
Seen a good comed movie?
Please post your suggestions/comments here. We need your suggestions for a laugh today.
Hug a cat
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Fellowship of Friends
As time ticks and worrisome thoughts set in, it's been friends who have rallied to keep my spirits lifted.
When there's a collective effort to assist, it's a blessing to see who those friends are and it is nothing less than humbling.
When it's necessary to reach out, it's a blessing to see who is there to hang on to.
Thank you friends!
With love,
mo
When there's a collective effort to assist, it's a blessing to see who those friends are and it is nothing less than humbling.
When it's necessary to reach out, it's a blessing to see who is there to hang on to.
Thank you friends!
With love,
mo
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
One Week until Preparations - Positive Thinking
One week from now, I'll be getting ready for surgery: making sure bills are paid, house is cleaned and chores are done. Then the fasting will begin and the nerves should kick into full fear.
And at that moment, I'll pray and re-read all of the blessings and well-wishes sent to me from survivors. I'll remind myself of the good surgeon I have. I'll remind myself that this surgery routine and tests will come back benign. Positive thinking. That's what all the survivors are telling me is the success to this thing.
So if you're preparing for something difficult, visualize success and remember all will be well.
I wish you the best in your day,
mo
And at that moment, I'll pray and re-read all of the blessings and well-wishes sent to me from survivors. I'll remind myself of the good surgeon I have. I'll remind myself that this surgery routine and tests will come back benign. Positive thinking. That's what all the survivors are telling me is the success to this thing.
So if you're preparing for something difficult, visualize success and remember all will be well.
I wish you the best in your day,
mo
Monday, February 14, 2011
KJV Quote of the Day -11
Friday, February 4, 2011
Finally, a Surgery Date
Literally choking back a lump in my throat, I'm able to write today with hope: Surgery is set for Thursday February 24th.
My jaw hurts and my submandibular glands are swollen today. Although the surgeon can't guarantee that ANY of my symptoms will be relieved by the removal of this large thyroid mass, I'm hopeful that the lump plays a key part in these symptoms. And that I will find relief.
Yes, I'm scared of the surgery and almost ran out of the room when hearing again the risks and disclaimer statements that need to made legally through verbal and written statements. Lesson learned: Don't go to these doctor meetings alone or without a full understanding ahead of time about what you're getting yourself into. My only relief was that I had already discussed this with my primary care doctor and endocrinologist and I kept telling myself, "you have to do this, you've already concluded this is your only option, you already know that risk, etc, etc." If you can't research your surgery on the internet in advance, then take a loved one or someone you trust with you. Sometimes our brain hears one sentence and we grapple with it while the doctors says two or three other sentences and then we struggle to catch up. Another set of ears for you in the room will help. Some hospitals even offer patient advocates if you are alone.
My biggest fear, over the cancer possibility, is losing the high end of my singing voice but I've done all the crying I need to realize that my creativity will come out however it comes out and last resort: I can always write, so my voice will not completely disappear. But these are just worries. I must set these aside with confidence that everything will work out to God's plan for my life. They can cut things out and we can still move forward with a full life.
Medicine may not have all the answers, but it can keep us pluggin' along and singin' a song.
Life is good no matter what our circumstance and is meant to be enjoyed to the fullest. These hurdles may get in the way to slow us down, but keep running and lifting those legs and our foward motion will keep us in the game.
Caregivers: Thank you for your support and love. And for the space you provide us when our anger over our situation gets in the way. You lift us up and help us to bounce back with renewed smiles for a new day.
Go Steelers! and have a great Super Bowl weekend,
mo
My jaw hurts and my submandibular glands are swollen today. Although the surgeon can't guarantee that ANY of my symptoms will be relieved by the removal of this large thyroid mass, I'm hopeful that the lump plays a key part in these symptoms. And that I will find relief.
Yes, I'm scared of the surgery and almost ran out of the room when hearing again the risks and disclaimer statements that need to made legally through verbal and written statements. Lesson learned: Don't go to these doctor meetings alone or without a full understanding ahead of time about what you're getting yourself into. My only relief was that I had already discussed this with my primary care doctor and endocrinologist and I kept telling myself, "you have to do this, you've already concluded this is your only option, you already know that risk, etc, etc." If you can't research your surgery on the internet in advance, then take a loved one or someone you trust with you. Sometimes our brain hears one sentence and we grapple with it while the doctors says two or three other sentences and then we struggle to catch up. Another set of ears for you in the room will help. Some hospitals even offer patient advocates if you are alone.
My biggest fear, over the cancer possibility, is losing the high end of my singing voice but I've done all the crying I need to realize that my creativity will come out however it comes out and last resort: I can always write, so my voice will not completely disappear. But these are just worries. I must set these aside with confidence that everything will work out to God's plan for my life. They can cut things out and we can still move forward with a full life.
Medicine may not have all the answers, but it can keep us pluggin' along and singin' a song.
Life is good no matter what our circumstance and is meant to be enjoyed to the fullest. These hurdles may get in the way to slow us down, but keep running and lifting those legs and our foward motion will keep us in the game.
Caregivers: Thank you for your support and love. And for the space you provide us when our anger over our situation gets in the way. You lift us up and help us to bounce back with renewed smiles for a new day.
Go Steelers! and have a great Super Bowl weekend,
mo
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